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Post by Shirou on January 7th 2011, 9:01 pm

sorry, i needed somewhere to vent where nobody i knew personally would see. i would love it so much if nobody gave me any crap about what i'm writing, i really am not in the mood.

okay, so i'm having a mini-freak out.
right now.
maybe it'll escalate into a panic attack, who knows.
anyways, i've come to learn that i've become a coward.
i've become too afraid to want say my mind, or do what i want.
i've become afraid of what others think of me, and even more so, i'm afraid of what they're going to say to me when i do something they don't like.
or, basically, i'm afraid of them not liking me.
yeah, corny, stupid, shallow, childish, and yatta yatta of me, but i'm still a kid. i won't be an adult for a year and a half.
i want to break down, break some stuff, and just hide away from everybody.
i miss those lonely nights of two years ago, where i'd just log on here and rp.
sure, i had no life, but i never got hurt.
but, somewhere down the line, i decided it'd be a great idea to be more social.
so, i went out, made new friends, fell in love, and dated.
now, i'm this guy who can hardly even send a text to this girl because he's afraid of getting hurt,
and i'm sitting here, writing this up to a group of people who don't give a rats ass about my issues in life, too afraid to look at the girls reply.

also, why the fuck is my silent mode vibrating?

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Post by Etzolix on January 7th 2011, 10:27 pm

"Truth is, everybody is going to hurt you; you just gotta find the ones worth suffering for." -Bob Marley

Very overused quote. It's natural to feel scared, you just have to learn to accept certain things. Being brave =/= lack of fear. So just take your time to calm down and think rationally about what's at hand, whatever that may be.

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