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Post by Shirou on January 7th 2011, 9:01 pm

sorry, i needed somewhere to vent where nobody i knew personally would see. i would love it so much if nobody gave me any crap about what i'm writing, i really am not in the mood.

okay, so i'm having a mini-freak out.
right now.
maybe it'll escalate into a panic attack, who knows.
anyways, i've come to learn that i've become a coward.
i've become too afraid to want say my mind, or do what i want.
i've become afraid of what others think of me, and even more so, i'm afraid of what they're going to say to me when i do something they don't like.
or, basically, i'm afraid of them not liking me.
yeah, corny, stupid, shallow, childish, and yatta yatta of me, but i'm still a kid. i won't be an adult for a year and a half.
i want to break down, break some stuff, and just hide away from everybody.
i miss those lonely nights of two years ago, where i'd just log on here and rp.
sure, i had no life, but i never got hurt.
but, somewhere down the line, i decided it'd be a great idea to be more social.
so, i went out, made new friends, fell in love, and dated.
now, i'm this guy who can hardly even send a text to this girl because he's afraid of getting hurt,
and i'm sitting here, writing this up to a group of people who don't give a rats ass about my issues in life, too afraid to look at the girls reply.

also, why the fuck is my silent mode vibrating?

"Hey Shi get back here silly!" Etzolix said running naked and ended up in front of people. "...." "Awkward.."

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[02:13:16] Etzolix : YOU WON'T
[02:13:18] Etzolix : I GOT YIMA ON A LEASH

[1:41:03 AM] "Ansem": I only have
[1:41:09 AM] "Ansem": 500 munny
[1:41:20 AM] "Ansem": ....IMA WELFARE PIMP


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Post by Etzolix on January 7th 2011, 10:27 pm

"Truth is, everybody is going to hurt you; you just gotta find the ones worth suffering for." -Bob Marley

Very overused quote. It's natural to feel scared, you just have to learn to accept certain things. Being brave =/= lack of fear. So just take your time to calm down and think rationally about what's at hand, whatever that may be.



In this cold reality,
I made this selfish war machine.

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