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Post by Jet Enduro on July 6th 2009, 6:33 pm

Its been a mix of good shitty confusing pointless and well just wanting it to end.

So I had to go to college today to see what else I can do for fianancial aid since I'm too poor to pay for schooling yet not broke enough to get help...if that makes sense. So me and my sister are driving there. its about a 15-20 min drive that takes about 20-25 if your driving on a weekend or at all when other drivers are out since people can't drive...or if you have idiotic kids on their bikes who ride in the middle of the damn street and give you a dirty look for driving...yea lucky for them my sister locked the windows up...So me and her are talking about how much we are excited that my dad is gone for a week and we don't have to listen to his bullshit. Right after an annoying drive there we get there and my sister sees someone she used to work with and says hi. Come to find out I used to go to school with her. Her name is Anna. Nice girl, pretty damn funny. Quiet at times but some of the things she says can make you go "WTF". So we are talking for about 30 mins while waiting to be helped (I had been helped already just wanted to do some catch up since it had been a year since I had last seen let alone spoken to her) so we chit chat...wasn't bad actually made my day a tad tolerable. So I get to a point in my day where I start thinking about shit to do later on in life and I hit a brick wall with one question to myself. The question that no one can answer correctly..."Why?" why do all this hard work to only get stuff that will only last a few years. Whats the point in having all the bullcrap that people only want to mask their own problems. I don't need half the shit I have..hell at this point I don't even want most of the shit that I have in my life. Thats another thing that made me stop and think. What do I have?, sure I have a loving wonderful GF and a soon to be bro-in-law who just wants me to give him a shit ton of nephews. Two next gen gaming consoles that I'm starting to play less and less. A shittard computer that overheats faster than most nerds look at porn. That was the confusing part. Still iffy on some of the answers that I gave myself. Then I watched the Seeker (BS movie) and We own the Night (fanfuckingdamngoodtastic movie) Marky Mark and Juaqine Pheonix along with Robert Duvall are damn good actors. Eva Mindez isn't too bad in it. Kind of a minor role. So while doing all that watching those two movies while just sitting around/getting bugged to do stupid shit/getting pissed off easier and faster than normal. I just thought to myself. (along with talkin to chicken about it too) It was a day that I have been having a lot but with out the good part its mostly been shitty and confusing. With all this college crap I've been starting to question my own skill in things along with getting overall bored with life. Now that I have the next two years of my life fitted down in a schedule...it feels as if I've taken out all the meaning in my life. I'm so used to just living with spontaneity not really worrying or caring about the outcome of my actions. Well one positive side to this: Ive gotten less lazy than usual however...I'ts easier to piss me off.

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Post by MorpheusZero on July 6th 2009, 9:08 pm

SO basically....You can't wake up and has sex on top of a three story house with a fat chick named Leroy.....On the day after Saturday and before Sunday? Anymore?

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I'm just kidding with you bro. I know exactly how you feel. I'm actually at odds with my own self right about the same bullshit. WHy do we go to school and spend ALL this money...just to make ENOUGH DAMN MONEY to PAY BACK THE LOANS? Then we get a "good job" persay--and then before you know it--life is over. I mean what's the point? I feel like sometimes--the things I do and the decisions I make aren't my own, but rather what peopel expect me because "That's Dylan, and He's Smart...And He's Going To College And is Going To Be Successful Someday."

I mean what the fuck did you people do to get the right to tell me what I'm going to do? I feel like there is this unseen force--a system of control in our society that like--we can't do anything about.

So what did I do? I slept on it--and I came to a conclusion Biscuits. I'm not trying to say anything bad about you, because I'm still at war with myself as well--but this is what I'm beginning to let myself believe and accept.

This is the real world now--and we have to do what we have to do. There is a system--You are born--you go to school--you learn--you go to college and specialize in a skill--you join the workforce and become a "slave to the government"--and you retire--you live a little longer off the government for working for them--then you die--and NO ONE will remember your name in 10 years. Then the cycle repeats.

It's just the way the world turns--and we are merely spokes on the wheel of this wagon that has to have maintainence and the spokes changed every few years. It's all a part of growing up--and nothing ......will ever change that.

I wish I could say more to you man--but, I wish it weren't this way. But its the facts of life...and If I knew ANY OTHER WAY to NOT have to go to college or do anything that I'm "supposed" to do.....I would do anything in my power to accomplish it...Because deep down--I'm not Dylan from Alabama; but rather, MorpheusZero from "that one RPG site."

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Post by Etzolix on July 6th 2009, 10:57 pm

Just enjoy life for what you got that makes you happy.

All I can really say, try to enjoy what you can and endure what you have to.

If you have anything for then use that to endure. In your case Biscuits its pinky, basically its all what morph said but sometimes you have to just endure life and live it the best you can.

Do all the college and getting a job stuff because you don't want to see pinky suffer; that's your motivation to do it and morph pretty much Explained why.

I don't know what morph wants but its pretty much the same advice, all you need is to have to motivation and then that can help you endure, if you don't have it that's a whole different story that I can't help with.

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Post by Yima on July 7th 2009, 8:59 am

Listen to them biscuits, it's the same group of thoughts I would drill into your head, and will if you decide to turn a blind eye.

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Post by Guest on July 7th 2009, 10:50 am

Dude....like, you have GOT to enjoy what you have man, seriously. (oh, good humor on the brother-in-law, x3)
But like....you're like....fighting for shit now. You have to like...work and plan and stuff...so, yeah, you're gonna get bored.

But man, seriously dude, like...you have to do something that you're gonna love for the rest of your life that's gonna take care of the both of you, you know? Otherwise you're gonna be REALLY fucking miserable!

Also, like....Pinky woke up a short while ago, you know? And she said like....she was going to get a job and start helping you pay off your loans as soon as she could.
That's something you two gotta like, talk about, you know? That's like....your future you're preparing for and stuff.

Like, I know how you feel bro....seriously. It feels like you're fucked either way, righto? Like you're totally trapped by the man and there's no way to get out because if you don't do that "right thing" you're gonna get nipped in the ass? It's like with Pinky; she has to RETAKE classes she already took because the man said she didn't finish them. The man says she didn't, therefore she didn't, even if she demonstrates that she knows the material. The man says no. Therefore, you do not.
Nothing we can do about it. That phrase, "life is a bitch" doesn't even come close. Life is like.......Me; egotistical, annoying, has a superiority complex, and tends to boss you around and manipulate you no matter how many times you're nice to it, and if you ARE nice to it, it's just more heartbreak for the person on the other end.

So, shit outta luck, it's life, and we're living it. You end yours, and guess who follows right behind you? Now there's a thing to think about...what's more important: your pain at the moment, OR your pain later on? Either way, if you two don't help one another out, you're both fucked over. Hell, the relationship might end, and that'll be another addition to the long list of failures I seem to have. ((DON'T YOU LAUGH JOE.))


So like...those're my two...four...seventeen cents on the matter, you know? Enjoy the good moments, endure the bad....after all, who the fuck is Jet ENDURO around here?
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Post by Etzolix on July 7th 2009, 8:57 pm

Xemnas, I'm mature enough to realize this is a serious situation and no time for jokes, I'm not an immature kid, I can be mature when I need be.

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